October 27, 2013 by
Tamara Star
This isn’t about the men that
hurt on purpose, men that rape, or men that abandon their families.
This is about the average Joe, the guy that loved his mama, tries his
best and is still mystified by those of us that are female.
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I hear women question openly: What’s wrong with men? Why can’t they shoot straight? Why can’t they communicate?
We complain that men are shut down in one breath, and complain
they’re too emotional in the next. The truth is, our men are striving
for a balance in a world where the rules of masculinity keep changing.
I live in Boulder, Colorado, where a man is as likely to have a yoga
mat in the back of his truck as his mountain bike. While yoga may open
their hips and allow their minds to clear, there are still many guarded
and wounded hearts in those classes. Both men and women have been wounded deeply. Men still struggle to make sense of women, while
women experience men as closed off and shut down. The reality is, a
man’s heart is as vulnerable as a woman’s, but the rules for men are
laid out differently from the very beginning.
Here’s a great example of the difference:
While walking my dog, I met a boy in his young teens on a skateboard.
His eyes were clear as they met mine and we engaged in a friendly chat.
He was open and unguarded until my dog approached, then sharing with me
that he once had a dog that looked like mine and was forced to give her
away. In that moment, his face clouded, his eyes dimmed and the pain he
carried was noticeable. His body language changed and his friendliness
ceased.
My mouth hung open as he walked away without saying goodbye, and I
realized I had just witnessed a clue as to why many men seem shut down.
Like many women, men are wounded early. The difference? Men are often
forced to “buck up” and stuff their emotions rather than express them.
Think about it: peers usually ostracize a crying boy over the age of 7.
Often juggling his ever-changing role with mom, he naturally starts
to bond with dad and old rules such as “buck up, boys don’t cry and get
over it” from prior generations are passed on once again. As years go
by, a young boy’s heart becomes more and more protected with each new
wound, no real outlet for emotions available. On the other hand, a great
many women, regardless of their dysfunctional childhood, grow up and
find comfort through female friendships—it’s considered normal to cry
and vent, express emotion, and fall apart if necessary.
Men aren’t naturally encouraged to release their pain and express
hurt, so to survive, they add armor to their hearts and stand guarded
against further pain.
While we find comfort in our female friendships, many men say their
only source of physical comfort is sex. I often wonder: Do men reach
across the bed for sex when sometimes they’re just seeking solace?
The women I know all agree that witnessing an empowered man opening
his heart, despite his wounding, and putting it all out there in a
vulnerable way–that is sexy. Sexy, but not easy. Most men have been
shamed in the past for asking for what they want. They’ve been shamed
for wanting sex, shamed for feeling attraction and shamed for their
vulnerability. It’s an uneasy playing field out there, actually a mine
field, when you think about it.
Take a woman previously wounded by an aggressive man and have her
approached by a man openly asking for what he wants and she may run.
Makes you realize that the next woman he approaches may experience him
as a man that dances around what he really wants–now afraid to ask
openly. What a conundrum eh? Women are wounded and afraid to trust. Men
are wounded and afraid to open.
So what can we do?
- We, as women, can be patient when men talk with us, give them time
and space to express themselves and understand that they don’t
communicate like our female friends.
- Bantering with girlfriends and talking over one another is common
behavior when we gather together, but a man’s sharing is a different
process. Men don’t jump from subject to subject. It’s not that they
don’t want to share with us, it’s that often when they try to, we jump
in and interrupt the flow.
- We can count to 10 in our heads when they stop talking and give them
a chance to speak again because 9 out of 10 times, they will.
- We can understand that a closed down reaction during a fight is most
likely embarrassment and pain as our men realize they’ve disappointed
us. We can take a step back and not take the lack of immediate
communication as anger and instead, take a time out.
- Most importantly we can remember that our man is not going to be
like our female friends. Changing men is not the goal. Even if we
successfully changed them, chances are we wouldn’t be attracted to them
anymore.
By learning to decipher what appears to be shut down and angry
behavior as deep wounding, we can find the patience needed to speak a
different language with the men we love. Treating our men as we do our
female friends is like walking into a French pastry shop, ordering
something in Cantonese, and getting angry when we’re not understood. It
may require a different language to show our love.
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Originally posted on Daily Transformations
